Sunday, August 31, 2008
As you saw yesterday I started off the day great! I did really good throughout the day until it got closer to dinner and then it was just a mountain of food! Smoked ham, beans, jalapeno cornbread at one place and roast beef, potatoes, carrots, and rolls at another..I think I had some of it all! Needless to say there is no picture or proof of my indulgence! lol
This morning I got out by myself for a 6.3 mile run. It was wonderful! I put my praise and worship on my iPod and felt like I had been to church when I got back. Refreshed. Grateful for what the Lord has given us and I prayed for everyone's safety on this holiday weekend.
Breakfast was the exact same as yesterday. Strawberries and cantaloupe with ff vanilla yogurt and oatmeal. Sorry for the redundancy, but being that I'm at somebody else's home, I didn't want to bring in three different loads of things just for me! (Especially when I'm not eating Mama G's cooking like everyone else!) Today is BBQ day...chicken, pork chops, and all the traditional sides. And of course more river! I hope everyone has a glorious Sunday!
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Friday, August 29, 2008
So, needless to say it was a busy evening. We didn't have the greatest dinner choices...there was fried fish, chicken strips, and chips and dip. Ugh. I did actually find a pre-made garden salad that looked like it had been made a couple days ago, so I got it hoping it wasn't all soggy and gross. It wasn't, but I got it back to the cabin and didn't have a fork! Geez! Was that a good excuse to not eat it and have the other stuff instead?? Probably not. But I did! I didn't take pics of anything because I'm still a little self-conscious about taking pictures of my food when I'm around a lot of people. That's a question...Do you feel that "everybody's looking at me and thinking I'm weird" when you whip out your camera, or phone to take a picture of your food? Maybe not. Maybe it's just me! Or maybe it's just something you get over. But nobody except my hubby knows that I'm a writing on this blog. And he really doesn't care as long as it's not costing us money *lol*, no really that's what he asked, "Is this costing us any money?" *lol* He is too funny! Isn't that just like a man?!? But anyway...I'm not sure how to handle the "situation."
So we came back home last night because the boys had school today, and school pics, and we still needed to finish up a little payroll and office work. It's almost done now. I'm glad I got my run in uber-early this morning. 5 easy miles, just a nice easy pace...9 minute miles. My legs were thanking me for not sprinting or taking hills! As soon as I pick up the boys at 3, we will be headed to the cabin for a weekend of R&R. Sunshine and river time, here we come!
Thursday, August 28, 2008
So the checkup yesterday went ok, I guess. You know, the tech sends the ultrasound to the radiologist who reads it then sends the report to my dr. and hopefully the information will get back to me today...hopefully. They said it could be today. I think the last night I did it, it took 2 weeks...but it was Christmas/New Years last time so that could have been the delay. At any rate, I hope it doesn't take too long. The tech said it still looks like a fibroadenoma (a hormone-driven cyst, basically), but they will compare it to my scan from last time and see check the rate of growth, if any, and determine what to do from there. Could be that we do nothing...I hope that's the case. :) But we'll see what he recommends and go from there. It stresses me out a little, though. And boy did that show up in my appetite last night.
I am TOTALLY an emotional eater! Now during the day my stomach was in a knot because of the appointment...I had my usual breakfast but it went downhill from there. I got a protein shake afterwards, at the fitness place where I meet my sister and had half of my Kashi Honey Almond and Flax granola bar. Pre-dinner I had an apple and piece of string cheese. And it all went downhill from there. I had 2 pieces of leftover pizza, then started to cook dinner which was a baked ziti with whole-wheat pasta and extra lean ground sirloin, had 2 helpings of that. Then took a bath and tried to put my day out of my mind and came back out into the kitchen and the boys were whipping up homemade shakes! Oh boy, yeah so I had some lf vanilla fudge brownie ice cream then finished up what they had left of their shakes! At least their ice cream was 70 calorie vanilla! Hmmmm....two things happened here that I can see. 1) I didn't eat enough midday and was ravenous when I did start to eat. And 2) I was stress-eating! I should have went and brushed my teeth and just went to bed. But oh well, another day is here!
Today shouldn't be too complicated. It is payroll day for our employees (our weeks end on Thursdays) so I'll be doing that later, but it's pretty cut-and-dried this week...I LOVE those kind of weeks!
And my in-laws are coming home later today from a job they are doing in Kansas. My father-in-law works smokestack/chimney construction, he is a superintendent with a company that does everything from builds to repairs to tears down industrial smokestacks. While they have been gone, my hubby has put the finishing touches on their new cabin on the river about 45 minutes from our house. We own a log home company, and so they will be coming home to a beautiful new log home on the river. That is SO where we are going to be all weekend! I will post pictures when we get back! Or maybe my mobile blogger will let me...I'll try that, too. I hope everyone has a good day!
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
So today I have to go back to dr. for another checkup. Which means, yes, more driving. Oh well, at least I can go to Kroger for dinner groceries. Yay...something different! But I have a 6-month repeat breast ultrasound today for a fibroadenoma that we are watching. Probably no big deal, but my ob-gyn wants to keep an eye on it for changes, etc. But it still means a day out an about...and I am just feeling like I need more coffee!
After our internet search, I made my first protein-powder smoothie. I got the Dessert powder at a fitness center on Saturday in the chocolate fudge pudding flavor. So I mixed it with the 5oz. of water and decided to blend it with some crushed ice in the attempt to make a smoothie. It was good. Not knock-your-socks-off though. And I didn't really notice that it took away my afternoon hunger pangs...you know the ones you get from about 3-4pm when you feel like you could eat just about ANYTHING! But the apple that I ate took care of me until dinner. Dinner was grilled marinated steaks that my mom gave me on Sunday because she wasn't going to get to cook them. My dad left for the wildfires in California on Sunday for 21 days, he's retired with National Forest Service and is the Security Manager for the fire camps. It's his second time out this summer. So anyway, we cooked the steaks here with some grilled sweet potatoes and zucchini, and roasted brussel sprouts. It was all very good and very filling. But not so full that I couldn't eat chocolate frozen yogurt for dessert! Yum!
After dinner I just watched tv, nothing fabulous was on, and our Cardinals were getting beat, so I waited until 9pm to watch Hillary Clinton speak at the DNC. I was so tired but my son gave me a renewed sense of responsibility so I thought I should stay awake and watch. But as soon as she was done I was out.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
So yes, today...basically a repeat of yesterday morning. Crazy. Is this going to be my new normal?? Waking up at 545, making coffee, doing small chores, and getting my sweat on before the sun is fully up?? Maybe. Today I did 7 miles of intervals. Since I was doing speed intervals (but not too fast because I'm almost fully recovered from a mild calf-strain), I knocked a little off my time from yesterday and did the 7 miles in 63 minutes. I didn't set out to run that far today, but I got to listening to Michelle Obama on Gayle King on OprahXM and I just kept going. Tomorrow I'm going to have to shake it up some, I think. I did do 100 squats and 50 kickbacks last night as I was watching, again, Mrs. Obama speak at the DNC. What is it about her that motivates me to keep going?? Hmmmmm...I'll have to think about that one.
For breakfast I tried something new, steel cut oats. I bought them a while ago, but had never taken the time to make them. I'm actually kind of excited that I made the four servings and was able to portion out the other three for later...and now they are already ready! But I mixed it with a Oikos Vanilla Greek Yogurt, blueberries, and one packet of Splenda. I really like the greek yogurt. Wal-Marts in this area just recently started carrying it, and Oikos is the only brand they carry.
We are a little behind the times here where we live...no Whole Foods, Trader Joes, or any of the other wonderful grocery-shopping meccas that I read about in many other blogs. So jealous! We also just got almond-butter. Yeah. A.little.slow.here. But that's not always a bad thing. We have very little crime here. Of course with a population of 850 if someone did commit a crime, whoever did it would be the talk of the coffee shop the next morning. And yes, in a town this small, they would KNOW! I would feel very safe not locking our doors, although we do, and I remember growing up that we didn't always. Not quite Mayberry, but close. Like I said, living in a small town has it's ups and downs. I really don't know anything else, I was born and raised here. Same with my hubby, although he moved away for a brief time during elementary school. We have a beautiful spring-fed river that we hit every weekend with our families and our boat, we go to high school basketball games, and hang out with friends. Now if we really want to have some fun, we head out with a few close friends for a grown-ups weekend to St. Louis to shop, probably see a Cardinals game (our fave), and sometimes go to a club or something. As far as the downside goes, it's pretty much what I've already said-not much mainstream available (unless you're willing to drive-and we are!), the kids may not have the same opportunities that other children in city-schools have (but I feel they are safer), and the gossip mill employs more people than you can imagine! lol But all in all, it's home. And sometimes now matter how badly I want to get away or leave for a little while, it is always good to come back home. It feels good. Comfortable. And yes, sometimes as much as I hate to admit it...it feels like me.
Monday, August 25, 2008
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